Monday, December 15, 2008

Perfection is Tiring

We're having a Christmas Party today at our house for the World vision Staff and their families. I've had it in my head for weeks that everything should be perfect for when they come. It's really caused me more stress than anything else and I wonder why I put this pressure on myself. I don't know why I lost the ability to just be laid back and not worry about always having to make an impression.

I'm just being a control freak. My house has to look perfect, it has to be perfectly decorated, everything has to be ready perfectly on time, so on and so forth. God help me! I'm praying that God will just let me enjoy the gathering tonight.

I'm sure it'll go off great.

1 comment:

Sewa said...

I understand how that goes, esp. when it's like the first time someone is coming over, I want my house to look really nice, so that they will be impressed. I'm sure your house looked lovely...sweetums!! I tried to call you last night. When do you leave for Bhusawal? Are you excited now?